SHARE

Of the time following the attack and Miller's death, Grande told Vogue in a cover interview: "I was researching healing and PTSD and talking to therapists, and everyone was like, 'You need a routine, a schedule,' … Of course because I'm an extremist, I'm like, OK, I'll go on tour! But it's hard to sing songs that are about wounds that are so fresh. It's fun, it's pop music, and I'm not trying to make it sound like anything that it's not, but these songs to me really do represent some heavy s**t."Grande shed tears during the interview when she spoke of missing Miller and explained how her performances at Coachella in April helped remind her of him, in a good way. (Miller died of an accidental overdose in September 2018.)"I was always a person who never went to festivals and never went out and had fun like that. But the first time I went was to see Malcolm perform, and it was such an incredible experience," Grande explained. "I went the second year as well, and I associate, heavily … it was just kind of a mindf**k, processing how much has happened in such a brief period."She says in November 2018, after Miller's death and her breakup with Davidson, she realized she needed help. "I'm a person who's been through a lot and doesn't know what to say about any of it to myself, let alone the world. I see myself onstage as this perfectly polished, great-at-my-job entertainer, and then in situations like this I'm just this little basket-case puddle of figuring it out," she said. "I have to be the luckiest girl in the world, and the unluckiest, for sure. I'm walking this fine line between healing myself and not letting the things that I've gone through be picked at before I'm ready, and also celebrating the beautiful things that have happened in my life and not feeling scared that they'll be taken away from me because trauma tells me that they will be."With Miller, she said hiRead More – Source

[contf] [contfnew]

CNN

[contfnewc] [contfnewc]

LEAVE A REPLY

Please enter your comment!
Please enter your name here