The 58-year-old El Paso resident used to consider herself an active, happy person. Now, she can't go outside without friends. She just recently mustered the courage to go grocery shopping again. She hasn't found the strength to go jogging or swimming. 'Evil will not overcome us'Weeks after the August 3 massacre, she's "trying to forget that evil," but the mere sight of a young white man puts her on edge. She's having trouble sleeping and eating, and she's lost 10 pounds, she said. The therapist keeps telling her she's letting the shooter control her life. "There's something stuck between my soul and my heart," she told CNN. "My soul, my spirit — it's bruised."She likened the pain and trepidation she's suffered since the shooting to a stubborn stain on white shirt. No matter how many times you treat it or take it to the cleaners, she said, it's still there.
Suspect facing capital murder charge
The hearing for the alleged gunman is slated for 2 p.m. (4 p.m. ET), and a status hearing is scheduled for November 7, according to court records. Judge Angie Juarez Barill, who was originally assigned the case, has bowed out, saying she knew one victim's family members and is running for chief justice of the state's Eighth Circuit Court of Appeals. Her term as a district judge ends December 2020 and she does not intend to seek re-election, she said in a statement. The case has been reassigned to 409th District Judge Sam Medrano.Patrick Crusius stands charged with capital murder in the massacre that killed 22 people and injured 26 more.Capital murder is the most serious charge in Texas. Prosecutors can use it when a defendant is accused of killing multiple victims. Carrying a legally purchased 7.62-caliber firearm, the suspect drove 11 hours from his hometown of Allen, Texas, outside Dallas, to El Paso with the sole intent of killing Mexicans in the West Texas border city, police say.
'Please, mom, stop praying'
A Mexican-American, Saucedo says that piece of information haunts her — that he was hunting for victims who look just like her. Saucedo and her mother were having a rough morning August 3. They'd just put down their beloved German shepherd-chow chow mix, Sasha, after 13 years of companionship. They headed to Walmart to do some grocery shopping and decided to get some breakfast at the McDonald's inside the store. When people began running, Saucedo's 91-year-old mother thought a sale was under way and wanted to see what items had been discounted. It wasn't long before they figured out the frightening truth. Saucedo and her mother got under the table where they were eating, she told CNN, unable to hold back tears. As her mother prayed and Saucedo tried to reach the overloaded 911 center, Saucedo heard gunshots coming from the other side of the wall. She held her mom tight and begged her to stop praying so loudly for fear it would lead the gunman to their hiding spot, she said. "Please, mom, stop praying. Stop," Saucedo told her mother. "I was trying to protect my mom because I didn't want her to get hurt."The gun made such a horrible noise, she recounted. It sounded so powerful, booming inside the walls of the Walmart. Eventually, the gunshots stopped and a Walmart employee told the two to run out of the store and to get as far away as possible. Saucedo walked outside and saw police, troops and an ambulance in the parking lot. Helicopters hovered overhead. People were crying and running. She flagged down a passing truck and requested a ride to her car in the back of the parking lot. After police inspected her vehicle, she drove her mother home to safety, but in her mRead More – Source
